Quote 73

There is a ray of light inside the darkness, Hold On.

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Photos 36

Can’t whatsapp talks only

Sounds of notifications
Never pierced my ears
I'm away from vibrations
Voice notes unheard 
Lifeless emojis stopped 
Messages kept unread

I preferred direct calls
Invisible real emotions 
Busy life taken away
Clock hands fast forwards
Silent mode activated
Upgradation on progress

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In Loving Memory _ 5th Death Anniversary

A picture taken few days before her demise

She is my “Muthu” always ( Muthassi short form). I can’t see her now, I can’t touch her now, I can’t play with her now but she remains in my heart as a greatest friend. I don’t know how much we both loved each other.

I used to lift her, on that time she added with a laugh ” You don’t know my weight”😊 She loved to visit temples before sunrise. She was very fond of telling krishna mythological stories, she loved to watch devotional serials, she covered the television screen before the serial got over.It’s hard to put her memories all together. I don’t wish to share all her memories here, not because of words limitation rather I want those to be inside me.

When she was (physically) alive, we both valued and loved so much. After her death, I can’t see her in front of me, but I can see her through my heart, what is invisible to eyes, can be seen by heart, unfortunately others can’t see her.

Nowadays, people starts and ends everything in social media platforms. The real happiness or feelings are not that can be shown by sharing a post. I never thought to share this day as a post, but I wrote a few things on her to show how wonderful she was (is).. how innocent she was (is).. Without much sufferings on her last days, she left this world.

She(was) is a wonderful grandmother.

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Truth Invited

Sometimes I search truth,
Unseen to my naked eyes.
Sometimes I finds truth,
Unseen to others’ eyes.

Sometimes truth hides from me,
Unknown to anyone.
Truth circles me, never caught,

Touch me, If you dares.
Truth shouts at me.

I can touch you easily,
You’re already part of me.
I can’t hides you inside
Go outside and open ups.

A layer of false themes,
Away from my sight.

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Photo #34

An old image from my phone gallery. I love to take my feet pictures than my face…😊

Random Thoughts #8

I saw a girl today
She is crying like anything
I don’t ask anything to her
She falls on me, telling something
I’am not understanding anything
I don’t want to ask anything.
Let her finish the tears
I don’t want to know the cause
I just said “everything will be alright”

Random Thoughts 7

What you want
Is decided by you
What you don’t want
Is decided by you
Your decisions
Determines future
Opinions can be considered
Never diverged

Random Thoughts 6 _ Alone

When you think you’re alone
It’s only a thought inside you
No one can be alone in this world.
Sometimes you’re alone.
To feel that you’re not weak
It requires some time
To fuel the power inside you
When the power bursts out
There comes new feelings.
That can’t be seen anywhere.
That can’t be explained.

Random Thoughts 4 _ Zero

When I look into the world of hero's,
 I can't see anyone without a zero.
 A zero adds some numbers later,
 Sometimes the numbers goes on,
 Sometimes it's again starts from zero.

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